BACKSTAGE PASS: LYRICS (2004)
All Words & Music by Marc Andre
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02 PULL THROUGH
Ps 69:1-2, Matt 14:30-31, Ps 142:7, Rom 8:26

Crashing questions flood my mind
As broken answers float away
To my knees I sink before You
As I fade in seas of grey

But there I see You walking,
Speaking to the waves
Splashing hands I'm shakin
Screaming out in faith
Lord, I need You

Take me far from here
Give me strength to soar again
Let me live in the light You've left for me
I'm gonna pull through


Holy pages stained with grace
As speechless oceans drench my soul
At your feet I sing before You
And in this emptiness I'm full

And every breath I've wasted,
Drowning in these doubts
And all along You've waited,
Screaming through my clouds I can feel You

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Trapped inside A world of temperament
Swept along These shores of circumstance,
But You're reaching in

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03 SUPPOSED TO BE
Heb 2:17-18, 2 Cor 5:17-21, Eph 2:4-6, Gal 4:7-9, 2 Cor 10:5

It's like a lead weight
These chains of self that strap your neck
So swiftly sunk with disbelief
Defeat is your fate
These guilty leaches grip your chest
Choked in the words you can't complete

But you're free
Still searching for some lost identity
And you're trapped within these webs of history
Every dead end brings you back to Calvary
It's who you're supposed to be


He came the same way
Sinless, but tempted still like us
He felt the claws of fallen flesh
These thoughts that you hate,
Just bring them captive to His love
He bled away your worse regress

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Made a new creation,
These shackles, they're gone
So leave the imitation,
He's calling you home

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04 HURRICANE
Ps 46:1-2, 10, Jms 1:4, 2 Cor 1:9, Job 42:5

Crazy how the things you know
Unveil the ways you're wrong
And all the stars you've held so close
Can vanish with the dawn
Skies that seemed to write your name
Brought you storms of spinning rain
Spinning rain

The wind is ripping at my face,
But I close my eyes in faith
I'm holding on

And when my world is falling in,
Your peace consoles me
And when these thoughts can't touch the end,
You promise me Your rest
And when I don't know where to try
And when these wings can't see to fly
And when this heart's too worn to cry,
You're the eye of my hurricane


Crazy how the things you need
Remind you what you have
And all the wounds that made you weak
Give strength to steeper paths
Clouds your cries could not erase
Left you limp in arms of grace
Arms of grace

The wind is ripping at my face,
So I close my eyes in faith
I'm holding on

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And when this life's too thick to breathe
I cling to You, You carry me
You whisper words that calm
This raging night again
And as these demons whirl around
I hold to You, I won't look down
I feel Your light inside,
It's rising in the distance

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05 AFTER EVERYTHING
Eccl 3:1,4-8

When sorry won't wipe it away
And forgive me is answered in grey
I've been fighting, I've been praying
But it's dying, I'm watching it fade

After everything I messed up
Everything I knew not
Everything I couldn't see
After everything she'd hide,
And everything I tried to be


When perfect is left in the rain
And "I love you" can't remember your name
I've been bleeding, I've been waiting
Now I'm leaving, it's just not the same

After everything I messed up
Everything I knew not
Everything I couldn't see
After everything she'd despise,
Everything I tried to be


This was our parade, my friend
As a heart betrayed runs again

After every night you smiled
And every time you laughed
And every kiss you shared with me
After everything we had
And everything we longed to be

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I'm gonna be, you're gonna be
We're gonna be

06 MAKING OF A ROCK STAR
Eccl 9:10, 11:9-10, Col 3:17

Strutting around,
A Strato '69 glued to your neck
You're skipping school to jam
With Jimmy on your three-piece stack
That Abercrombie blond,
A smile that melts, you're oh the look
And every freshman chick
Wants you to sign her French notebook
It's three a.m.,
Inspired pen and paper by the bed
There's thirty teen-sensation
Grammys sprinting through your head
Mom's talking college,
But you're tired of learning how to spell
While everyone keeps screaming,
"Can you play that somewhere else?"

And your future looks so bright
You were born for these spotlights

You've got the making of a rock star
Well, I can see you going so far
And if you dream of playing fast and loud
For a crazy crowd,
Dontcha leave that stage without
Sharing the bow

He'll take the interview
If you'll remind him of his name
The dye from all those tattoos
Must have gotten to his brain
Still sports the earrings,
But the mullet's getting sort of thin
There's three-packs of his greatest hits
In Wal-Mart's discount bin
His purple air guitar got dumped in 1988
While pretty band boys dance
With songs they'd like to think they made
So now he's hosting infomercials
About herbal health
Because the techno remakes
Wouldn't seem to leave the shelf

And every gold must lose its shine
Just remember why you rhyme

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Can't forget your skyway gig
(He sent you such a gift)
Don't you waste it with those pigs

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07 FOOLED
Jms 1:6, 22-24, 5:16, Lk 8:17, Prov 10:9

Bottled and raised inside this town
You like to take the shortest way around
Learned how to stand and when to sit down,
You've always been the starYou bring two legs for every fence
Know how to fake that stained glass grin
Learned how to wipe those greasy fingerprints
From that cookie jar, yeah

You're switching masks,
Playing everyone's stage,
Straddling the ropes of rapport
You won't sleep
In this bed that He's made
Because you know
You can't lock these doors


You flash a diamond from your knees
You're everything she wants a man to be
But there's a shaded room you're praying she won't see
It's just the way you are
It's sad the way you are...

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You blur the lines,
You're dead, but you can't see the signs

Five candles, funnel hats, and screams
Seems just like yesterday, but now he's seventeen
He's got a gift of dancing in between
He's just the way you are
Is it the way you are?

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You're so fooled

08 A THOUSAND GODS
Matt 7:13-21, Acts 4:11-12, Eph 2:8-9, Jn 1:29, Jn 15:13, Gal 3:28, Acts 7:2-60, I Jn 5:21, I Cor 8:4-6, Mt 15:7-9

Chills of tragedy,
A nation finds its need
As caskets pass, we stop to pray
Darkened mornings flee,
Repack our rosaries
We frame the light, but won't obey

A thousand gods, a thousand lies,
Ten thousand paths to touch the sky,
A million walks for penance pride,
With shifting laws of twisted tries,
A trillion souls to tortured loss,
A spotless lamb, the rugged cross,
A perfect love, a sweeping grace,
Surrender's all, the only way...

He spoke from Abraham,
The laws of counting hands
The King they killed, a love denied
Laid aside their robes,
In anger, threw those stones
As Stephen bled, He clung to Christ

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And all the idols we create,
These gods of tolerance and taste,
Forms without a face
There's only One who holds the gate,
Our single saving grace,
We owe Him everything…Jesus

09 BY NOW
Jn 18:25-27, Lk 22:47-48, Gen 4:4-5, Heb 11:4, Jn 21:11-14, Isa 53:4-5, Ps 103:12

Carcass soul, the darkest sin abyss
Echoing crow, betrayer leaves a kiss
Sacrifice, so selfishly arranged
Crucified, gasping from my shame

Father, do You hear me?
Savior, can You heal me?

By now,
I should've packed and left this place
I should've thrown these lusts away, by now
By now,
You should've slammed these palace gates
I'm so ashamed to show my face, right now

Candle lights, chorus sung in vain
Wand'ring child, so foolishly inflamed
Granite heart, spitting blood stained hands
Teardrops pour, I'm a faithless wretched man

Father, do You hear me?
Savior, can You reach me?

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You break bread with me
You call me friend and You plunge my sin
Into the farthest sea

 

10 LADDER
Lk 9:58, Matt 19:24, Mt 6:28, Lk 12:18, Lk 9:24-25

A golden afternoon in May,
Cameras flashed and tassels waved
A closing pose with plaques engraved,
Just to think how far we'd come
With corporate dreams and trophy brides,
Diapered cribs and fences white,
Polished rungs of applauded heights,
So innocently clung
Ridiculously hung

This is the ladder,
These are the rumors,
This is the future we'll fail to find
These are the towers
Our daddies built for us to climb
This is the measure,
These are the dangers,
This is the pressure that we've defined,
These are the tangles
From a land we've left behind

Foxes' dens and sparrows' nests,
The Son of Man sought no place to rest,
Said go and sell that real-estate
And burn those resumes',
Eternity can't wait

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Flannelgraphs and Bible crafts,
And stories 'bout a King that left
His throne for love
Balding paths with buried tracks,
And feasted tables lined with scraps
Of lives untouched
Angels grieve as pulpits preach
In castles locked from troubled streets

Beneath a setting sun
Beneath a setting sun
Beneath a setting sun

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A golden afternoon in May,
Cameras flashed and tassels waved
A closing pose with our plaques engraved,
Just to think how far we've come

 

11 BACKSTAGE PASS
2 Cor 5:1-9, I Pet 2:11, Heb 11:13, Ps 119:19

I've got a backstage pass,
But the show won't end
Well I've been stuck here for years
They're careless liquor latched
And uncondemned,
But I'm so glad You hear my cheers

And now I see You from a distance
In this drunken crowd, I'm cold and alone
Man, I'm so sick of this cheap system
But You remind me this ain't home

I've got a backstage pass,
But the clouds won't close
As Sunday shouts the end is near
I've got my bags all packed
For that thin gold road,
Guess I missed out on why I'm here

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I've got a backstage pass,
But the show won't end
Guess I missed out on why I'm here

 

DISHES: LYRICS (2001)
All Words & Music by Marc Andre
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01 PASS ME BY

Would I climb a tree just to get a better glimpse of You?
Would I swim the crowd just to touch the tail of Your coat?
Would I rip a hole in the rooftop just to get to You?
What would I do?

You pass me by in the sunrise as I'm running out the door
You pass me by in the blue skies, in the colors of Your world
You pass me by when Your whisper is drowned by my noise Oh Lord, You pass me by


Would I scream your name as I reached my wand'ring hands to You?
Would I drop my trade just to blindly follow Your lead?
Would I beg Your peace as I hung there helpless next to You?
What would I do?
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Some days this race I've made
Is more than I can stand
Oh Savior, where's my faith?
Help me lose this life again

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Don't pass me by
Don't pass me by
Don't pass me by
Don't pass me

02 BROKEN DOLLS

Ribbons on the floor, little eyes that glowed
Bright as the lights on the tree
Mommy Daddy she's prettier than I
Had ever dreamed she would be Tea and toast, all the toys would come
She was the queen of the stock
Funny now, the gal that was loved so much
Is sleeping in the garage

And I'm thinking to myself,
What if that's the way God felt?

Thank heavens His children
Don't leave His thoughts like broken dolls
Thanks heavens He hasn't
Tucked us away on a dusty shelf
Thank heavens


Huddled all alone in a gloomy place,
My fragile features are worn
Spider webs of doubt wrapped around my face
Forgetting where I was born

And I'm looking at myself
I'm the doll who climbed this shelf

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Like a barbie in the attic, I don't feel that attractive
The devil says that You forgot my name
But You told me when its cloudy, Your arms are still around meThe promise of Your presence hasn't changed

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You haven't left me on a dusty shelf
You haven't turned Your face
You don't forget me like a broken doll
Cause I'm bought with grace
03 CONTENT

Well, I don't have wear your label
And I don't have to pierce my navel
To be somebody
And I don't have to fake my color
Cause my Father, He likes it how it is

I'm content with who I am
Well, I don't wanna be a mindless imitation
It ain't my style,
I'm taking my cues from a different aisle
I'm content with who I am,
But I appreciate your thoughtful invitation
Thanks, but no thanks
I've got my money in another bank


Well, I don't need a child's complexion
And I don't need your lyposection
To make me lighter
And I don't need to switch the blueprints
Cause there's no sense in changing what is good

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I don't wanna be in your stack
One more carbon copy, no
Crafted by His hand, I'm complete
For He makes no accidents
And I'm...

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04 FIND YOURSELF

Thought she was the one for me
Lines of romance laced my poetry
No map, no compass there to lead
I was young and life was free
There were clouds around my head
Watching her, it all seemed right,
But haunting questions draped my bed at night
If perfect love is peace, then why
Did I feel this fight inside?
I remember what they said

You'll never find yourself in her
You'll never be each others' cure
You'll never love until you've learned to trust Him first


Troubled skies, uncharted blue
Thought the wind of love would steer us through
But love that's sailing in the dark
Drives a ship of shattered hearts
Better think before you sign

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And when the lonely moon is peaking through the longing blinds
And I wonder if her perfect face is only in my mind,
He pulls me close and I let go

I'm so grateful looking back
A book of lessons that I would have lacked
Depsite my doubt, I goes to show
How our faithful Father knows
Just exactly what we need

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05 DISHES

Dear Jesus, have I forgotten
About the loaves and Johnny's fishes
I recall that we had plenty
Lord, I should know, I did the dishes


I did the dishes

The crowd had gathered on the hilltop
The day was late and I was famished
I couldn't drop this one thought
I should've packed myself a tuna sandwich

A local boy had brought a bag lunch
You said to give the crowd some dinner
Ended up with so much, it took hours to pick up all the litter
All the litter

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I told my family all about it
We kept a basket for the memories
But once again I'm doubting
Oh teacher, don't You know my stomach's empty
My stomach's empty

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I did the dishes
Why can't I get it?

Dear Jesus, I can trust You
Dear Jesus, I believe
Dear Jesus, You are faithful
Dear Jesus, rescue me
Rescue me
Rescue me

06 ANTENNA MAN

I used to wake up before the sun
To meet a wire headed buddy of mine
A bowl of cereal, my hair on end
It wasn't tough at all to lose track of time

He told me stories of cat and mouse,
Big lemon yellow birds and rabbits that talk
He made me giggle like no one else
He had to be the coolest guy on the block

Mr. Antenna Man
Mr. Antenna Man

It's been some years now since I've seen Him
Pulled me aside one day, cigar in his hand, said
I know a place where the thrills are cheap
Of course, my world ain't real, but we can pretend

Mr. Antenna Man
Mr. Antenna Man

Mr. Antenna Man, what got into your brains?
Sure you've gotta sell some stuff, but why'd you sell your brains?
Mr. Antenna Man, I wish that we could be friends again


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Mr., Mr., Mr. Antenna Man
Mr., Mr., Mr. Antenna Man

07 LOOK LIKE YOU

Some said You were a prophet,
Some swore You were possessed
Some claimed You were a god come in flesh
And some just followed for Your love

The harlots thought You were the greatest
The outcasts couldn't stay away
The teachers scratched their heads in wonder
And whispered,
"What kind of king is this
That walks among the Godless filth?," well

If I could look like You, I'd see the masses
If I could look like You, through Your scarlet glasses
If I could look like You, I'd be broken at the sight
If I could look like You


Some said You were Messiah
Such love a man could not compose
Your eyes, they sparkled with compassion
And closed in love as the nails rang
And the shadows fell and the blood poured

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You gazed in grace upon the multitudes
You saw their shame from perfection's view
But You embraced a world that crucified
Oh how I long to have Your eyes
If I could look like...Jesus Christ
I'd be broken at the sight, If I could look like...

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08 WHAT DID YOU SEE?

There must have been some days on the mountain
When You wondered to Yourself,
"What in the world am I doing here?
Please tell me, Father"
Our hearts were cold, You watched in sorrow
Our hands had pierced the hands that had made us

But somehow You look beneath the darkness
Somehow You loved

What did You see in us, dear Jesus?
Why did You give Your life away?
What did You see in us, dear Jesus?
I guess it must have been true love


There must have been a calm in those moments
When You saw the longing eyes,
The tender heart beneath the fists of doubt,
A reminder why You came
Your pain was great, Your heart so heavy
Beyond description,
But the thought seemed to drown the jeering crowd
But somehow You looked beyond the darkness,
Somehow You loved

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I guess it must have been true love
I guess it must have been true love

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09 STILL I CALL

I still recall the day you knelt down at my feet
You gave your heart and said that it was mine to keep
I held you close and as the tears ran down your face,
I promised you that you were safe within My grace

The years went by, and all along, my words held true,
But you forgot about the love that we once knew
I stood and watched you as you packed then went away
And sadly hoped you would return to Me someday

I call for you, I cry for you
I watch the setting sky for you
I plead for you, I pray for you
I'm waiting on the porch for you, my child
My child


I still recall the day I walked that lonely hill
My Father left, and to this day, it gives me chills
There on the cross, I hung My head for you and died
And like before, I wait for you arms open wide

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10 HOME

I can sense Your presence moving in my heart
I can feel Your spirit speaking through the dark
And how I long to come back home to You, my God
My Savior

I'm running home, home to You
I'm running home, home to You
I'm running home, home to You
My God, my God


I surrender Father, humbled at Your throne
Take me as Your servant, hold me as Your own
And how I long to come back home to You my God,
My Savior, My Savior

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